Day 2

Okay, so it's almost 5 pm my time as of writing this.

So far, I'm on my last pack of smokes which I should be done with tonight.

Now one of the things I've done is start writing. Basically, I'm writing two different things because I have a lot of ideas in my head. So I'm just trying to get some on (digital)paper and see which one I want to take all the way.

This Tuesday, I have a meeting with the city about finding a job. This will be the 4th time I talk to them about it.

Also I've worked out a bit as well, but I haven't eaten much today either. A lot of coffee though, which isn't that good either. Tonight, I'm going to be staying home, like always, and cleaning the house! Then I'll probably either read a book, continue with my book, or play a video game.

With no friends, and my pissed off girlfriend in the other room.

I seriously need to start getting more social contact. :-(

First Post. Day 1

So, basically this blog is about me trying to change my life around for the better.

I have no job. No rich family, and my relationship is about to fall apart.

Basically, I'm not going to try and safe what is left of my life and try to make it better.

Not only make it better, but start doing what I want to do in life. I'm stopped lying to myself, and start writing on my walls. Literally. Well, painted I should say.

I've made a list of the things I need to do.

The list doesn't go in a particular order. But it states what exactly I need to do to feel good about myself and my life.

The list reads as such:

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List:

- Quit smoking for 3 months

- Get a job

- Drop weight to 90 kilos

- Go back to IT school

- Write a book

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I'll explain everything here. I'm quitting smoking tomorrow. They say that if you've quit for 3 months, then you'll never want to smoke again after it.

Get a job. Well, it's obvious. My education is low, and I got fired from a job about 2 weeks ago after not getting any sales in. I worked there for a week. I let my fiancee down even more then.

I need to drop down to 90 kilograms in weight. The problem is, is that I currently weight 140 kilos. That's quite a lot and not healthy. So no more junk food, smokes, sugar, starch, and other things.

I always want to go back to school. As I said, my education is low, so I would really like to go back to school. I'd like to go further maybe and get into the open source community, but we'll see what happens.

And finally, write a book. Something I've dreamt of doing for some time now, but always held back for one reason or another.